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I`m Your Barbie Girl,In Your Friggin World

Lil'Something Bout Me

Photobucket The Name IsEiyra Ashleigh. Up there ,YEAH Its Me. AiPARTY for life.Ai Stay Alive To Party.Ai Smoke, Everyone Does ,No ,Doesn`t Mean I`m Cool.Kinder Bueno♥ Ai Love BabyGirls .I`m Sensitive ,Can You Handle Tht ? I`m SUCHA Loser In Love. Oh Well ,Who Need Boys When I`m Just 17 Nnd Living It Up ?

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Friday, 8 October 2010

hey, i`m back after four days :) you might think why is my blog seems brand new.where is my other previous post?well,ai deleted it.lets just say,ai wanna start afresh.but today,ai wanna talk about him,fer th LAST TIME.
first of all,our relationship was,as ai wanna call it 'SINCERE' .we did love each other those times we are together.although we didn`t spend alot of time together wen we are in spore before ai went to london.but we were crazy over each other.he is someone ai seems just can`t get enough wif.ai love him.
but ai didn`t realise,as ai was selfish enuff to keep him by my side,ai hurt him too much,slowly.till hurting him become my habit.we went into on off relationship.but he stay strong,despite all my shit towards him.he stayed tht way fer 4 months,till he get enough.i`m too much.he went nnd gave his love,his all to another girl.look,i`m not mad,i`m not jealous.but i`m dissapointed tht he didnt come clean to me about his feelings before letting go of our love completely.
but ai did some thinnking this 4 days.nnd ai realise it ain`t gonna work anymore.wether those mistakes r mine or his,it doesn`t matter anymore.its no use to blame anyone now,what matter is to move on.wake up from ths bad dream.wen our love is gone,nnd he had move on while i`m still grieving.i`m th one left heartbroken but its okay.he know,ai will sacrifice my life fer him.ai hope,u stop talking about me,your girl will stop talking about me.because ai already stop.you both move on w your new relationship.i`m not gonna be there to disturb your BIGBOY ,thats fer sure.not forgetting,thankyou fer everything,ex.nnd you,yes his new gf,thankyou fer loving him nnd giving him your all.he deserves more.thankyou.
Deep down,we all know tht to love someone is to wish th very best fer them.IT ALSO MEANS RESPECTING THEIR DECISION TO SEPERATE FRM YOU FOREVER.
so here,me,Eiyra small,your old eiyra small,wishing u ,my BERGUY, a long lasting relationship with your girlfriend.if ai have ever talk about her, i`m sorry .goodbye .
Enough about him now,thats th last . so , ai deleted almost 700 people in my fren list .so those ppl in my fren list is people ai hope ai can trust.
and ai also wanna take this time to thanks my one and only IRAA BAYBEH fer all th calls nnd times you stood by me at my lowest point of life.let people talk bad about us okay ?i`ll give you a fcukin tight hug wen i`m back, bitch! AILOVEYOU.
as fer me,its not time yet to think about another relationship . still too early .wen ai go home , ai wanna party hard .cmon , i`m only 17 . ai deserve to enjoy my life .
So here`s to my new life . CHEERS ,hommies . :D


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